Sunday, February 1, 2009

filling in the blanks and gaps.

I am in the process of cleaning my room. my "house", as only one other person calls it, and I'm glad for that. Things I have eaten this weekend: pizza. grilled cheese. so much junk food.

As I was cleaning I found an old steno note pad, and the last entry was this:

Psych Lounge, 10/27/08
pensar - to think

i settle for less than i should. i stay up too late. i'm in love with my friends. i'm sorry i don't make sense. i try to play music. i write like a braided stream. patterns fascinate me. i want to grow but stay in a small body. i used to pretend i was huckleberry finn. i wish i had more to share. i have pink hair right now. i don't know if i want it to stay that way. i start homework very early in the morning. i find it hard to tell you how i feel. i make lists to put in order what i probably will not do. i cried on the floor last night. i felt proud despite. i want to have more time so i can read more books. at the end of the day i care less for my looks.

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