Monday, November 29, 2010

por que por que por que

30 straight awake hours
quickly dissolves
all masks
and unrealistic ideas
that this will all be ok,

because it won't.
the common cold
is restless beside me
and i just cried way too hard
in my car
to a song about getting old fashioned.

I'm hope-less
in more ways than one.
and I can't sleep tonight
I have plays to revise
and article replies
and minerals to analyze

I screamed at the top of my lungs
so loud
that nothing came out.

someone, anyone, just call and talk to me.
I'm oh so a red wheelbarrow in the rain
with no white chickens,
just salted fields.

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