"""summer dress & your thin face"""

every song on this jimmy eat world pandora station is definitely begging tears from me as i'm driving with the dull morning here, in my tense tense, while the hungover makes one of my eyes glass and i'm doing windshield surveying of is that ginko a boy or a girl(?) Is that boy liking her just because she is a girl or b/c her hair is more blonde and i know she did shrooms once and i havent. i must remember traffic lights are real right now. my mind is playing over the slides of her most recent facebook photos that i know i must look at when i get home.

the road winds a bit and i think about fast and the furious tokyo drift. when my foot is off the gas pedal and im just gliding through the parkway i say outloud "ok i'm over it"

"thats cool because i'm fine i'm over it" smiling. laugh a little. still this angels and airwaves song plays and i have to check my phone to see what band it is because i'm liking it, im emoting and then i'm like shit - angels and airwaves? i need to get over it. 

it's very easy to drive home today, i had 2 cigarettes and two coffees by the graveyard until my head quit spinning while my friend sat with me in his underwear. we bond all the time over great stories, our mutual friends, stories about our mutual friends, lounge-y americana stoner pop etc and i didn't want to show sun into my eyes at all today but it's good to be in the car now driving, bobbing down these scenic streets and saying,

its okay! the wind through the car window is a unique sound and it's the thing patting down my hair, holding my hand. 

there is no air conditioner in my car but i'm early enough to catch morning breezes just before it gets sweltering just before i'm reduced to a trapped bowl of sweat and sugar cane.